"long time no see :D"

well i feel so complicated :c okay i will try to write with english because i'm just learned english and i want to practice it..
oh i feel so terrible today it's not a good feeling at first i think today will be so fun yes it's true but not every time i felt fun..
tonight i feel not good enough just because that sentence that i wrote on facebook and because of him but i think it's not exactly but there is something that he done..
okay the sentence is what the title of my blog today. it's "long time no see :D"
it's the simple sentence right? but that sentence create many impact for me and him..
because that sentence he left his facebook i mean he sign out from facebook maybe it's just my oppinion but i still confused why i think that thing??
but i'm sure eventhough just a little that he sign out because that sentence..
oh if he know that i'm so happy when i know he's  online on facebook..
only see his name it's make my feeling so ... i can't explain very well but i feel so good oh but he still doesn't know and i hope he will never know forever just me with my feeling..
oh i feel so melankolis ( i don't know what i should write in english hehe )
miss him so :D
don't tell him and don't tell every one just you and me ;)
bye :D
i will come again see you next time..

(only for your information i wrote this with a dictionary beside me hehe and you know my english is so terrible right??)
thank you for coming i still miss him for tonight :)